i need to pack. and i need major shopping therapy when i get back. urgh. pretty much IMPOSSIBLE to shop here!!!
anyway... im comin home! which is a good thing i guess... kinda wanna buy a puppy tho... something cute to expend my affections on...
ladidaaaa.
i see u guys cringing.. HAAHHAHA..
cya at chiangiiii parentales~!
& it's a new day at{ 10:07 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
& it's a new day at{ 9:40 PM
Jay took me out on a date today, after much persuasion on his part. =P the photos aren't in order, but they're pretty ^^
My udon. oh yum. check out my fake nails. HAHAHHAH
oh yea, dat's me, da little poisonous puffer fishy =P
The new mascot =D
his raw fishy sushy....
i love this picture, don't you? =)
my nigiry or somethin...
OH it's amazing.
the salad sauce was crazy good...
this is what i['d look like when i'm super fair...
he gave me my first roses ever.. lol....
outside da restaurant...
he's got skillz to take pics while driving. hahhaa.
my cutie roommate ,..and her bf.. =D
we girls gettin ready .....
yea....so that's my first formal date. apparently it's somethin important here in america... LOL.....
& it's a new day at{ 12:23 AM
venting time..
im so mad i lost 8 points on a perfectly good essay!!!!!!! i cud have gotten like, 96. i lost 4 points cos the computer screwed with some parts of my essay and i didnt' check it cos i was super rushed that day. and then my outline was messed up apparntly cos i saved the wrong copy. and as for editing it was just cos i plain wasnt paying attention;. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so so so so so mad wit myself.....
cos there really isn't any excuses. darn it.
whatevs. at least my content was good *shrugs*
& it's a new day at{ 12:16 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
everytime i want something. and i pretty much get it. for awhile. then it pretty much gets taken away. and then i get what i want again. for awhile. and. i hate changes. let me rephrase that. i hate changes that are so freaking huge that it pretty much takes me one year to get used to it either way and then once i'm used to it, stuff changes up again.
sometimes when you stand on top of a mountain, it feels like you have it all. until you find yourself falling.
i don't know what i want anymore. cos everything i want comes with too heavy a price.
i know i always say destiny is for yourself to build, that you can make your own fate. but right now... im just too sick of trying to control destiny. i'm too sick of trying to grow up faster. if i stay here, i'll be stuck in something that was only meant to be temporary. if i go home, i lose my possiblities of getting a 4 year degree in four years. if i go to thailand i'm going to have to adjust all over again and let's just say i don't wanna do that.
i had it all planned out. im jus SO SO very frustrated.
& it's a new day at{ 9:15 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
see i was about to write something but i forgot what it was.